why does it have to be this way?
i never intended to break your heart and now i know i'm about to. i wanna call you up.. but you never seem to be there when i call so i text you hoping to get a reply from you but nada. i'm not sure exactly if what i think is true but judgin by all da tiny little messages you have asked rathi chitty to pass to me.. i think it is true. plus she's even told me that it doesnt matter anymore since im taken.
i feel like crying so badly rite now. but then again. this is just me making a conclusion based on all the things that has ever happened and all the things you've said. haiz..though.. i still remember something you have told me once. i dont know if you do. well if you don't i shall remind you later-if its possible.
and then... as i was discussing with rathi chitty just now... What If... You Were Not Intending In Telling Me That? What If... You Never Did Like Me In That Way?
then.. obviously it'll be all good. cause neither of us would get our hearts broken. and i wouldn't have to feel guilty. and most probably.... i'll be even more happier.. though in the past.. even you yourself knew that i like you for a certain period till mark happened. gosh... er... its sad to know that you don't know that i'm taken. and i wish to tell you that myself.
P.S.S couldn't have the thought of abandoning my blogger.well now i have two blogs. on tumblr and this very precious one. Here i shall only blog about things that i think is a very big deal and/or important.
